No treatment this week

Since receiving the positive results three weeks ago I’ve been experiencing several, frustrating side effects. I’m finding that I’m getting very stiff, particularly in my legs and my back when I have been sat for any length of time, but also in my fingers and my neck. I keep feeling drowsy and nodding off in front of the TV. I’ve also been having cold sweats and shivers, mainly in the evenings which hasn’t been nice at all.

But the biggest problem I’ve had is with eating. My appetite has completely disappeared! I’ve lost at least half a stone in the last two weeks. I literally just never feel hungry and don’t even fancy the snacks and comfort food I would normally manage at any time. All I’ve been able to have is yogurt, strawberries and Complan shakes. I’ve been trying a few mouthfuls of whatever Andy has cooked for dinner, but sometimes just the smell puts me off eating it. I’ve also been vomiting a bit.

My nurse referred me to the dietitian at the hospital who has prescribed me some meals replacement drinks, similar to the ones I had to have post-op last year. This time I have to have three of the drinks a day. Hopefully, if nothing else, it will maintain the nutrients I need and stop me losing weight.

On Wednesday I was due to have treatment, but received a call from one of the nurses to say I wasn’t allowed to because my platelets and haemoglobin were too low. While I had her on the phone, I reported all of the symptoms I’d been having (plus the fact that my temperature has been fluctuating over the last two days), she spoke to my consultant, who asked to see me the following day. He has put me back on the low dose of steroids (he took me off them three weeks ago), prescribed me a course of antibiotics and a course of antifungal tablets. He is going to see me again in two weeks. Hopefully things will have returned to normal in time for my next scheduled treatment on 10th July.